Can you imagine I have been a widow for 10 years now and have not had sex. No I am not frigid! Just very cautious.

Oh, but do I have some fantasies.

I so miss a man's hands caressing my body. Beginning by caressing my eyes, my nose, my lips and passionately kissing me until my juices start flowing.

Slowly those hands move down my neck and to my voluptous breasts.

They are so hungry for touch.

Tweeked to perfection, he carefully pulls one from my bra and sucks. So, tender, so delightful. Then he removes my bra and sucks one while massaging and tweeking the other.

I am so wet. I am so lonely, I am so horny. Where is there a man who would make luv to me? I am a BBW who is craving love again. Most men shy away from larger women, or they think they are not pretty.

But let me tell you. I am one beautiful woman.

Long dark hair.

Lips that swell at the thought of being passionately kissed. Long eyelashes that flutter when being caressed. I so long for a man to place his manhood deep inside of me. Pressing into my depths and pumping me to ectasy. I long for someone to finger my softness, toy my personal place, and suck my soft place. I would love to be on my knees and have someone toying my crack, fingering my soft place and anxious to plunge into my cunt. Whew, I am wet just writing this. What I miss.

But with all that said, I just don't want a one night stand. I want a man who is daring enough to let me love and tease him the rest of his nights. Knowing that I love him, and him alone. Nothing more beautiful than looking lustfully into each others eyes while playing and knowing you love each other and no one else. Is that out there for me?? I would love to be one man's stripper. One man's sex toy, one man's pleasure. What a delight I would bring to his life. So, I am 52. But I am horny as hell. I will keep dreaming and I will keep using sex toys to keep me satisfied until the real thing comes along. Ooh-ooh.

I can only imagine. Lost in lust, one wonderful, warm and willing woman.

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