Mid June 2001. I saw her, the one I have wanted my whole life.

She was my teller sometimes.

And this is how crazy I was about her. I wanted her to talk to me out of free will, and when she did, she heard that & although I wore a suit, I was a cowboy, so she asked what a Rodeo Clown Face Looks like.

My heart started beating loud, my voice trembled with a smile, and I said well, I used to draw one like this on my binders as a Rodeo Clown face. So, she drew it better then I ever could. Her art was passionate and always filled with life. A few days later, I was walking up to the other set of doors, there she was coming though the inside doors and holding it for customers.

I hesitated just enough to open the door for her and ask her Do you want to go out sometime or what? What an idiot I thought or what where did that come from.

She will still argue to this day that I was nicer then that, not that I was being rude, I was just freaked. However, it was always due to her kind nature why she didnt even notice the or what in the question. Anyways, she said I am already dating somebody I shook her hand and said Good for you, I hope it works out & I hope I didnt offend you I didnt she said Thank you & you didnt offend me. I walked away trusting and respecting her. After that I saw her behind the counter almost every second day. And every time I saw her I felt silly.

Until we talked a couple of times & through our conversations, we could feel that we had some great things in common.

We had to feel, because they were common interests not to be spoken loudly about in the bank. Mid August 2001. She asked one of her co-workers to tell me that she wants to talk to me next time I was in. So, I did and her co-worker said that she wants to talk to you. So, I waited in the non-business line until I was her client. My hands were covered in sweat & I did not know how to act, stand, present myself, did not know what to say, most of all I did not know what she wanted. She says, So, do you still want to ask me out? MY heart leaped and I thought I leaped. I was thinking about saying No, thanks you had your chance but this was no time for humour, this was serious and I was going to faint.

Of course I said, Yes I would love to. So, I took her number and met her at her place 3 days later.

off to the movies.

After the movies, we went for a drive around the foothills, beautiful on clear summer nights. About 4 hours into our second date of the day, our chemistry was boiling with passion. I could feel it every time she touched me or every time she passed it back to me. So, we just stopped somewhere and started making out with enough passion that could give Italy a lesson.

Our tangled lips & tongues fit perfect. Everything about us fit perfect. Even from when we went for our first walk our steps we impeccable.

I know having sex on the first date means trouble for anyone. However, when it is Making Passionate Love to each other, when you do not even know you are having intercourse.

That is not first date sex anyways, that is soul mates that remember each other.

At any rate, the first date rule was out the door and so were her legs, ha ha.

And between those lovely legs, I gave her something that she never had before. She was shaking & smiling of shock as I kissed her face and the rest of her. We drove off passed another one back and forth and stopped again. This time it was for an hour or so. Then I felt what Making Love Was. Nevertheless, right from our first date, I Loved Her and I knew she was the one. I am sorry for the non-details.

I like to keep those.

I will put them in the book.

I can tell you that we ended up having about two of the best years of my life. In addition, I would give anything to have her remember about our soul contract.

People do not always know how to deal with one another, but if we listen with our hearts, the answer is inevitable. I Love You, You Are The Only One I Will Ever Truly Love