My father taught me that in a marriage you must either control the sex or be controlled by it. Since I had set my husband Jay up with Sheila and I acted really angry I knew that now I was in control of sex in our marriage. I really did not care who Jay screwed around with but letting him know that would make me lose control of the marriage. Jay now knew that I would allow him to screw other women but he also knew that I needed to give him permission for each of his encounters. He also knew that I had to watch him the first time he played any woman. After that if I allowed him to see her again he could play her but he could not just decide on that himself. Jay knew from experience that I was comfortable being naked around other people. I also convinced him that I would play around but my softness was for his length only.

He knew that I did everything else including getting a good soft place playing from other men when I was really horny and needed to feel the length in me.

Little did he know that in reality I have had more lengths in my softness by other men and that Forbiddenlove is what really drives my sexuality rather than his occasional length. As long as he thinks that I will not allow another man to play my softness and I will allow him to play other softness then I will be in ultimate control of what sex he can get and when.

I on the other hand can wear my softness out with as many men as I desire. Sexual control and forbidden love that is where it is truly at. Now that Jay has paid his debt for playing Sheila when I did not give my approval see article Forbiddenlove4 I am sure that he will never do that again with any woman. Now this coming Friday Les is going out of town on business and Sheri does not want to come to the Friday night poker party. Sheri told me she wants Jay to come over Friday afternoon after she drops Les off at the airport. She wants him for the weekend so I told her yes and I would bring him over after she gets back from the airport. I told her to be naked when we get there. On Friday afternoon when we arrived I told Jay that we should have brought a bottle of wine. I said I would go get one and be right back as Jay walked up to Sheri's house. When I got back with the wine, I just walked in and found them both naked and pulling a 69.

I asked Jay if he had already played her. Jay and Sheri both said no, but she had sure tried to get him to.

I told Jay that I was proud of both his self control and him realizing that he could not play her until I said it was OK. We all then went in the bedroom and I told Jay to bend her over the end of the bed and play her and cum quickly within one minute or we were going home. Jay did as he was told and it was good that they had played before I got their. I told Jay that I enjoyed watching him play Sheri and now they had the whole weekend to play at their leisure. I told Jay the Sheri was now in charge and if he did not obey her that I would put him on sex restriction again.

I stopped on the way home to get some x rated videos since we were not going to play poker. When Carol and Chris, and Karen and Steve and Sheila and John showed up Friday night I told them we were not playing poker but I did get some videos to watch. I told them to just get naked to start with and we would watch the movies.

I said the rules of the night are that you guys can not play your wife.

You can do anything else you want to with her but you can not put your length in your own wifes softness. The first movie was four women alone together, naked, and uninhibited. When the movie was over the guys wanted us to act out the scenes from memory. What we forgot they reminded us to do. I don't know if I just liked the new experience or if I just liked knowing how hot the guys were getting watching us. Steve started playing Carol. Chris wanted to play me. I told him I like privacy unless I am just playing, then I want others to see how horny and frustrated I can make you.

I told Chris to play Sheila while John took on Karen. Being the only one here without a husband I just watch and became the cheerleading team. Chris was the first one done and then he said he wanted me. I took him to my bedroom and shut the door. He said he did not cum with Sheila but he wanted to fill my softness up. I told him I wanted his length in me again, but he had to promise again that if anyone asked he only played me in the soft place. I never want Jay to find out how much I enjoyed his length in my softness. I do not want Jay to ever find out that all the guys use my softness when ever they want to and we can be alone. I want each of the guys to think they are the only one that gets to play my softness accept for my husband Jay occasionally and then just out of some duty of marriage.

By the time the sun starting coming up I had gotten to see each of the girls get played by each of the husband, except for their own. Chris had played me three different times and John and Steve both got me twice.

It gives me such great power and satisfaction realizing that each guy thinks he is the only one to get my softness. I love the control, the power, the Forbiddenlove. It was Sunday afternoon before Sheri dropped Jay off at our house. Sheri told me he is all used up and she was going to the airport to get Les and go home and play. I told Jay I was horny waiting for him and that everyone got to play Friday night except for me.

He said he would love to but he just couldn't. I told him to play with his own thingy, get it hard, play me right now or he would be on restriction for a long time.

I love my power and I even enjoyed Jay playing me because it was hard for him and he knew he had to. I wonder where I will go from here. Perhaps I should make sure Jay gets in trouble for something again and then make him find me a new lover. Perhaps I will just go shopping for one myself. I guess the best plan would be to do both. Forbidden love is so much more exciting, I can't wait.