There was an uncertainty in her mind. Should she be here? She thought so despite the butterflies in her stomach. Lying here, on his bed, waiting for Him.
The surrendered soul.
For ages she fantasised about Him. What would He be like, sound like, feel like? Would she ever find the one man she would want to surrender completely to? Would He be patient enough, firm enough, sensitive enough, would He challenge her? What a combination she thought, smiling.
Did He even exist or was He just a figment of her imagination calling to her? Theyd talked for a while online and through emails, and she thought to herself then, that even if they never met in real life, she was a better person for having known him at least in some way. But here she was, lying on His bed with a blindfold over her above her head. Her breathing was shallow and quick and she felt her heart race.
As He sat down, she was trembling as he ran His fingers softly down her arm.
She pulled against the cuffs securing her. Shhhhhh He whispered, Its ok. You're safe with me, I wont hurt you. This is what we talked about His voice was deep and reassuring.
Im ok she said quietly, and she came back to herself stopping the chatter in her head. She wanted to please Him so much but felt awkward and very exposed, vulnerable. She didnt feel she deserved someone like Him. As if reading her mind He said, This is where youre supposed to be. Here with me, like this. To experience surrender. To let yourself feel, let yourself go. To give yourself to Me. You belong to Me now and I wont let anyone or anything hurt you. Well, except for me when youve been especially bad He said the last with a smile and he noticed her slight grin. He reached out and ran his hand over the tip of her nipples bringing them to attention instantly and making her squirm for more of his touch, Just let go and concentrate on the sound of my voice. She felt herself tune out everything but him, concentrating on his voice, his touch, his breath on her as he moved over her, teasing her here and there, kissing her slowly, biting her gently. She felt her body respond, her breathing deepened, her softness getting wet.
She felt him rise and heard him moving to the foot of the bed. She felt Him attach the soft ankle cuffs then, bend her knees, and spread her legs apart to attach them to the bedposts. The air ran across her bare lips as he opened her legs wide. He trailed His fingers up the inside of her thighs, His touch light making her body tingle. Keep your legs open for Me he said huskily. She longed to touch Him back but couldnt, she burned for Him to touch her more.
All of her senses were alive, her body felt like it was on fire. Shed never felt this way before. She heard His voice murmur reassuringly. She felt herself relax around His touch and knew that this is where she was supposed to be. He was aware that she was new to this, new to Ds and although in her past relationships, they werent dominant in a good way. What she needed was a man to be in control, to guide her, to let her be who and what she was, not some domineering soft place.
She had deep scars that had never healed until she met Him. He helped her open her eyes, to heal the scars, to feel in touch with herself again. He wanted her to give up control to him, just as she truly wanted Him to have it. He wanted her to experience what He was more than capable of giving her. He knew she was ready and this night would be the first night of their journey together. A night to remember.
He would be her teacher and tormenter. From now on she would live by His rules, follow His lead. She only hoped she was worthy of Him, that she was ready.
He knew she was. He had seen something special in her. She didnt quite know what he meant by that. She felt Him between her legs, his hands under her soft place and he raised her slightly. She gasped as He ran his tongue lightly over her soft edges parting them in a wet kiss. Lovely he said. He placed a small vibrator against her personal place and turned it on low. She moaned softly and felt him rise off the bed.
Now, dont go anywhere, He said, Ill be right back. Oh yeah, your funny she thought to herself as she heard him walking away. Where did He come from she wondered, How did he find her and seem to know exactly what she needed. It was like he could read her mind, he knew her feelings, and he described them to her so that all she could say was yes. He had the answers to her questions before she even knew what she wanted to ask. He took her under his wing and wrapped her in an embrace of her submission. She was safe there. All of her worries were now His.
He wanted them, that was part of what she found hard to believe. He took them all away and all she had to concern herself with was Him.
She hoped she could please him in the way He deserved. The peaceful way He made her feel, as His sub, was the way she wanted Him to feel as her Master.
She heard him coming back into the room. Master? she called. Yes He answered, Im right here I dont know if I can handle being tied up like this she said. He walked over to her, admiring his handiwork and what it contained. Is any of it too tight? he asked her.
She answered no.
Do you feel any tingling in your arms or legs? he asked. She answered "no" again. Do you trust me? he asked. Yes she whispered. Do you trust me? he asked her again firmly. Yes Master, I trust you she answered with confidence.
Well, I want you to let go, to get used to me touching you however and wherever I want he said, I wont tie you up all the time, just when I feel you need it With that he bent over her, kissing her deeply. He reached between her legs turning the vibrator up a notch. She squirmed and he crawled slowly over her. She loved the way His body felt against hers, his strength, his scent. He moved up straddling her chest and she felt his length rubbing around her lips. She opened her mouth and he teased her with it, making her stick her tongue out, trying to taste Him. Her voice was a few octaves higher and she pleaded, Please Master. You do have a problem with patience, my pet he said, We will need to work on that.
He moved his hips forward to give her what she needed and He felt her lips encircle Him eagerly.
She let out a sigh, sucking Him as he pulled out, her lips wrapped around Him as he pushed in. She concentrated on his movements, wanting to pleasure Him as best as she could. She felt His length hit the back of her throat and He started thrusting in and out of her mouth moving faster. Her personal place jumped with the vibrator as she felt herself coming with Him.
Her mouth tried to grow wider as His length grew, his seed shooting into the back of her throat. He pumped her mouth and as she sucked and swallowed she came with a small shudder. He stayed there for a moment as she felt His length subside and grow softer. He removed the cuffs around her wrist and rubbed her arms then withdrew himself from her mouth. He removed the blindfold next and then moved down and removed the cuffs around her ankles and took away the vibrator from her personal place.
He liked how wet she was and moved up to lay down beside her kissing her gently. She snuggled next to Him and He stroked her hair absently. Master? she said. Yes he answered. Thank you she said quietly.
He pulled her closer relishing her softness, kissing her forehead. You're welcome he whispered but were only just beginning. The nights still young..
The candles flickered around the room casting a strange glow against the walls as they laid there, talking and laughing. She experienced a harmony deep within herself shed never known and He was pleased in knowing He had shown her the way to it. |